Bad luck & other depressing things

[wiseheart]

I've missed the nomination window of the MEFAs. Granted, I haven't written any new Tolkienfic for oh, two years or so? But I tend to have my old stuff nominated, just to be remembered in the fandom until I can pick up writing for it again. Well, I've missed the opportunity this year, and nobody in the yahoo groups where I'm semi-present posted a reminder. Too bad, but it can't be helped now.

Reading Torchwood fic on FF.Net is increasingly nauseating. Save from a few heroes like milady_dragon or aviv_b, the Gwack is rising; and so is Miracle Whip related drivel. And I can't even help even out things - the stuff I write is at the moment strictly episode-related AU, with a lot of original dialogue rewritten and used differently. It would be still enough for some idiot to report me and have my account yanked. I can't risk that. So I can't post my stuff to the Pit of Voles. Well, at least I don't get flames this way, either.

I'm so frigging depressed it isn't even funny. It's strange how little it takes to reach that stage in these days.

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[cirdan-havens.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I heard there's a good audio drama with Ianto in it and a more proper goodbye. Maybe that'd help?

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Yes, I know, I listened to it on YouTube. But I still refuse to accept anything beyond Season as Torchwood. After all that canon and character rape the Rustoid committed in CoE, it's a completely different show no. One in which I no longer have any interest.

[cirdan-havens.livejournal.com]

Ah, I should've known youtube would have it. :(