Changes

[wiseheart]

Working on my new site with Kim sent me into a Kindred (vampire) sort of mood. I'm currently cleaning up old vampire stories and trying to make them compatible with each other - not always possible, as I've changed my mind several times during the last four or five years. Ah, well, it'll turn out okay in the end, I hope.

We lost members at both Memory Alpha and Gildor's Library as well as at the Newsletter. Well, people change and so do their interest. I just wish they had bothered to contribute something before they decided the groups weren't good enough for them.

I'm going to edit my friendslist, I think. Why keep people on it who never bother to answer personal messages or direct questions in LJ comments? Nobody needs to make me any favours, dammit.

Still trying to stuck to the "not caring" attitude. I'm better off like that. Less chances to get hurt/abused/betrayed, etc. But caring is a sneaky thing. It can sneak up to you, and when you realize it's there, it's already too late. I'm trying to defend my peace against it. So, I'm not entirely sure whether I'm in danger to start caring again or just pissed off because things so rarely come together.

Definitely pissed off because of the visit in the cemetary today. Got eathen by frigging gnats. My leg is full of red specks and itches like hell. Damn my sweet blood. Whenever there is a bloodsucker in a radius of twenty kilometres, it finds me. Good thing vampires aren't real, or I'd have ended up as dinner long ago. *g*

Comments

[makamu]

Hello Soledad!

I have not been to GL for a while but I will come back after the holidays, just so you know! And then I will hopefully get it into myself to beta for you again :) *hugs*

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

That would assume I will be able to actually write anything in the near future, you know, and that's not bloodly likely. My Tolkien muse seems to be dead for good.