76 days left...

[wiseheart]

Still too many, if you ask me. I had to step in for another colleague today, in a geography lesson in another of the 7th-term classes and I realized that I'm just not up to this sort of thing anymore. Snotty, idiotic, disrespectful teenagers are just too much for me. I'm getting on pretty well with the 5th and 6th classes in the afternoon but teenage hormones are too much of a challenge.

76 days, I kept repeating. 76 days. 76 too many, to be honest.

It is really getting to me. I'm easily distracted, irritated and forgetful. As my colleague says (she's about to retire a month earlier than I), it is a shame to want getting older more quickly, just to be rid of the job. But right now, I can't wait, to be honest.

Sorry for whining. I'm just not myself right now. I miss writing, which I'm not capable of doing while so brain-dead, and I miss crap telly that helped me relax, even if I didn't really pay any attention to it. Well, there is a lot of crap on the telly all the time; just not the sort of crap that I'd find relaxing.

Okay, shutting up now.

Comments

[artemis10002000]

/hugs

I hope these months will pass quickly for you :(

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

So do I, but actually I'd be supposed to savour these final days with the kiddies. Perhaps it will come to it, in the end. Right now... not so much.

[meathiel]

I have to say I admire teachers who have the patience to deal with those brats. Two of my oldest friends are teachers - the stories they tell ...

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Ich mag meine Arbeit, wirklich; es ist nur so daß ich war in den Hort verbannt in den letzten Jahren und konnte nicht mehr unterrichten, und das war nicht wofür ich drei Hochschulen absolviert hatte.

[spikesgirl58.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Stay strong!

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

I'm trying. And you sound like a Dwarf: Strength, my friend! *g* Yes, I've been reading too much "Hobbit" fanfic lately.

[spikesgirl58.livejournal.com]

I try to stay strong. I'm not as much as I once was physically, so I have to do it mentally now.

[lindahoyland.livejournal.com]

Hugs.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Hugs are good.

[motodraconis.livejournal.com]

It's going to get worse before it gets better, but the end is in sight! Keep counting those days!

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Oh, believe me, I do!