Cyberlife - is it really any good?
Feb. 27th, 2012 11:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Sometimes I wish I had the strength to take down all my stuff, delete all my accounts and return to life as it had been before I went online for the first time. It would not make my life any more solitary than it already is; but at least it would spare me the illusions that get shattered on a regular basis, sparing me, as a result, a great deal of heartbeak and the random boot of depressions.
Unfortunately, as the ancient Greeks have already pointed out, you cannot step into the same river twice.
Sometimes I wish I would believe in rebirth; that way I could cut my losses and hope for a fresh start. Unfortunately, I firmly believe that this is the only life I will ever have, so I must make the best of it that I can.
As someone once said: life is a seafaring ship. You might throw up, but getting off is not a good solution.
But I'm so sick and tired of being Invisible Girl most of the time.