Tomorrow is the day...

[wiseheart]

... of the long knives. In other words, Mum's scheduled for surgery tomorrow morning. On the one side, I'm glad the endless waiting is over and they're actually doing something for a change.

On the other side, I'm scared shitless.

I won't know anything until tomorrow afternoon, till five or six, as I'll be at school all day. Not that sitting on the clinic floor not doing anything useful would help. *sighs*

Keep us in your good thoughts.

Update: Mum's as okay as it can be expected under the circumstances for the time being. Hope it continues to remain so. She's currently in the IC, but - hopefully - will be brought back to a normal room in two or so days.

Couldn't talk to her doctor as he was gone before I arrived. The hubby of a lovely colleague of mine - also a doctor - promised to hunt him down and squeeze all necessary info out of him. Let's hope and pray.

Comments

[mistry89.livejournal.com]

Good Thoughts, Positive Vibes and Healing Wishes.

It is probably just as well that you will have to focus on work (or try to), as you would probably worry yourself to shreds in the meantime and be exhausted by the time your mum is coming around (trying to put a positive spin on it for you!).

Will certainly give those Good Thoughts an extra shove your way tomorrow.
*hugs*

[altariel.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sending all good wishes your way.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Yep, being busy will help a little. Still, I wish I could be biting my nails in that hospital corridor tomorrow.

Thanks for the support.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Una. *hugs back*

[lissas-elves.livejournal.com]

>>Keep us in your good thoughts.<<
I will, I promise. *hugs*

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Lissa. *hugs back* It really means a lot.

[the-wild-iris.livejournal.com]

I'll be praying for your mum and you tomorrow.

I hope the waiting isn't too unbearable. Been there... know how terrifying it is. But it does end :)

Love to you both. Hope you get a good night's sleep.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Gemma! The waiting is indeed bad, and that's why I'm grateful that they could schedule the operation at such a short notice. I just talked to Mum ten minutes ago on her mobile phone; she said she'll try to sleep now, which is the best thing she could do, I guess.

As for my sleep, I'm so exhausted that it will hopefully work.

[artemis10002000]

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you two and think of you tomorrow!

I can imagine that you're feeling very conflicted now, wanting to get it over and yet scared.

It's horrible that you can't even learn how it's gone right away.

Be strong tomorrow! *hug*

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

I'll certainly try my best. Thanks for the support.

[glitterboy1.livejournal.com]

I'll be thinking of you and your Mum tomorrow, and sending good thoughts and wishes. In fact, I already am. *hugs* x

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

[espresso-addict.livejournal.com]

Thinking of you both, Soledad. It's good news that your mother has been scheduled so quickly.

[skyfiery.livejournal.com]

I'm going to try something (and maybe you can try as well, sis?) for you: I'm going to believe without a doubt that your mom will come out well. If the doubts and fear come, then let them come and go, and then believe again.

*hugs tightly* I'll be trying to do that for you from afar.

[lindahoyland.livejournal.com]

I hope all goes well for your Mum.Sending hugs.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm relieved about that part, too. This waiting and worrying has gone on long enough.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thank you, little sis. :)

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

So do I - what else can I do? Thanks, Linda.

[cirdan-havens.livejournal.com]

*hugs tightly*

[the-wild-iris.livejournal.com]

So glad the surgery went well. Hope you soon get to have a good talk with the doctor, that he says something constructive, and that your mum will soon be recovered enough to leave IC.

Thanks for updating us, E. Rest now *hugs*

[lhun-dweller.livejournal.com]

[warm hugs]
I'm not clear whether she is going to have or has already had surgery. Either way, I am holding you both close, sending healing thoughts to your Mum and soothing sleep to you when next you lie down. Here's hoping The Fates will be gentle with you both... I'm glad to hear you have a doctor friend: an insider is just what you need in such times. [more warm hugs and wishes for a good night's sleep for you]

[altariel.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the update. I hope you can rest a little now.

[edge-of-ruin.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that things are progressing. Lots of love to you and your Mum. *hugs*

[jilba.livejournal.com]

Praying and thinking hard. *big hugs*

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Jillian! Also, good to "see" you again. You've been absent for too long. *hugs*

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

A little, yes, but it isn't over yet. We still don't know if she'll need therapy and if yes what kind of it. Apparently, they've removed her gall bladder, parts of two different bile ducts and something else I don't know what it's called in English. So if it's in truth malignant and has already spread, well...

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Mum was so happy to hear that you still remember her. She liked you a lot. :)

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

It turns out, she only was in IC a single night, which is good. Today she was allowed to stand up and could even walk a few steps.

The problem is now if all that stuff they've removed is in truth malignant and what the next steps will be. Am still frigging worried.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks, my friend. :)
It's not over yet - we're still waiting for the results, and it wasn't a small operation. They've removed several things, and that doesn't make me exactly optimistic. Still, I'm trying to hold on my faith... such as it is in these days. *sighs*

[edge-of-ruin.livejournal.com]

I definitely remember your lovely Mum ;-) Hope she is feeling a bit better after the op.