I'm sorry...

[wiseheart]

For not having updated for quite some time, for not answering the comments of you lovely people, for not reading anyone's journal for days. I really am.

It wasn't done by intention. I was just so busy with school restarting, worrying about Mum, sitting on endless meetings, worrying about Mum, running to the hospital in every free minute, worrying about Mum, cooking for Mum, cleaning out my classroom for the new term, worrying about Mum, writing teaching plans, worrying about Mum, trying to keep the flat reasonably clean and ordered, worrying about Mum... I'm just so very tired.

We still don't have any news, and it's been almost three weeks by now. Have given in and bought Mum a mobile phone so that she can at least chat with her friends when she's bored and I can reach him whenever I'm too worried...

I can't promise to be any better during the next fortnight, I'm sorry. At least not until I've found some funktioning order around my new working schedule, which will be insane enough this year. Again, three afternoons spent at school, but this year not even the same three afternoons in week A and week B (we have a two-week-timetable). It will be Hell to remember which week we are having. Ah, well, I'll manage somehow, it's not the first time. If only they could heal Mum and send her home, it would be so much easier. :(

Comments

[cirdan-havens.livejournal.com]

No need to apologize. *hugs* :/ Wish she'd get better too.

[songfire3.livejournal.com]

{{HUGS}} Don't worry about us! Take care of yourself and your mom, we're not going anywhere! I hope you'll hear something soon so your mom can get treatment!

[the-wild-iris.livejournal.com]

I'm just glad that you were offline because you were busy, not because anything worse has happened *hugs*

It's rotten luck that you have to deal with the start of term alongside your mum's illness. I hope you're able to get some rest this weekend and that things will have settled down by next week.

It sounds like both of you are handling this with much grace and courage. Love to you both x

[glitterboy1.livejournal.com]

You've had so much on, on so many different fronts, I'm not surprised you've not had time for LJ. Don't worry about that! It's good to hear from you, though, and to know how things are going. It sounds hard, I'm sorry. I hope you can manage some rest as well as everything else, and that there'll be positive news soon about your Mum.

[lindahoyland.livejournal.com]

I hope you get news soon and it is good.The Net will still be here when you've more time.Sending hugs and get well wishes.

[crowdaughter.livejournal.com]

{{{Hugs you}}}
Don't worry about us - we'll be there, when you may have more time again. Concentrate on caring for your mum! I wish her all the best and keep my fingers crossed!

[makamu]

I will keep my fingers crossed for you, so there is no need to worry about me *hugs* All the best to the two of you :)

[lhun-dweller.livejournal.com]

Sending more good wishes for your Mum's health and for you as you prep for the new school year. Phone for Mum seems like a good idea -- you won't be her sole support, and as you say, you'll be able to check in when you are worrying.

Don't apologize: you must be exhausted with everything going on, so take care of yourself! Your friends will still be here when you've caught your breath. And good luck with the crazy schedule.

More wishes for your Mum and hugs for you!

[rcfinch.livejournal.com]

Take it easy - or as easy as circumstances allow, anyway - and don't worry about updating; you've got enough worries as it is. A mobile phone is just the right thing for someone lying in a hospital.

Hugs for both of you!

[artemis10002000]

You don't need to worry at all about keeping up with LJ, that's completely unimportant right now *hug* Everyone will understand.

It's horrible that you still don't have news! The doctors should hurry, I guess they don't even realise how awful the waiting game is for the patients and their families.

Your working schedule really sounds crazy, good luck with it!

[disthrainsdotte.livejournal.com]

You do have a lot on your plate at the moment and the day only has 24 hours for all of us. (There are times I wish the day had 30 but that is not for me to decide) We will wait for updates. At least I will. *hands out food to muses and bunnies*