And so can you be wrong...

[wiseheart]

You'd think that once you've given up on things that were important for you and on people you cared for, it'll become easier.

Strangely enough, it doesn't work that way.

Real Life sucks. People who tell each other to get a life obviously hate each other very much. Or just enjoy lecturing others. Which, on some level, is the same.

The pathetic truth is: the only people whose actions you can really count on are your enemies. At least hatred is consequent. You can't be betrayed by your enemies, because you know that they hate you, and at the very least, it's a constant, reliable and predictable thing in your life. Most likely the only one.

Completely unrelated note: looking at my listed interests, I realized that a good percentage of them is something apparently nobody else on LJ is interested in. Which can explain a lot, I guess.

Comments

[jastaelf.livejournal.com]

{{{hugs}}}

Real Life does indeed suck... and I'm sorry you're as depressed as I am. Maybe I should run away to your country and see if I could do better there? :-)

It will get better, hon. Spring is coming. Hang in there!

Love,
Jasta

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Whenever you come, I'll have a mattress for you.

But I don't think Spring would change anything. I've seen many of those coming and going - to no actual effect.

It's not the weather that's the problem - it's the people.

[cirdan-havens.livejournal.com]

*pat pat* Wish I knew what else to say.

[lhun-dweller.livejournal.com]

I've missed some posts, I suspect (I've been home sick), so I don't know specifically what's happened, but I'm sorry things are so dark for you right now. I hope you know you can count on my friendship - you are in my heart, even when I'm not online or onlist much. I wake to the sight of the cards you've sent, and I smile as I think of the years together that those four cards represent. Sending you a vision of a candle in the darkness and sweet, sweet Elven voice singing an ancient song to soothe you.

[nerwen-calaelen.livejournal.com]

*Hugs* Hope it all gets better, but people seem to be like that.

[wiseheart.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's not that anything would have gotten any worse, you know. I just finally gathered the courage to face all my failed hopes... and to accept that they have, indeed, failed. With utter finality.

It's not a pleasant thing, but I'll survive, as always. I've gone through worse. Of course, I was much younger back then, but I'll manage.

[nerwen-calaelen.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[ithilwen.livejournal.com]

I do hope things start going better for you soon.