Strange...

At times I'm wondering. Why is it that from the people who apparently consider me as their friend (because they're very nice to me and helpful and all) can't be bothered to read my stuff. It would be understandable if they were real life friends, but they are not. I met each an every one of them online, in one fandom or another. That's our basic connetion. Or at least it was. Until they stopped caring for my writing.

Now, I understand if someone is too busy with real life or has fallen out of fandom entirely. But some of these people are very well present in our shared fandoms and seem to have time to read, recommend, comment and cherish the writing of other people. Just not mine.

So, I'm wondering. Is it possible that my writing has deteriorated so much and I didn't even realize? Do I write repetitive crap, utterly boring stuff? Do I completely lack originality by now? Perhaps I do. And that's very sad indeed. :(