I am sorry to hear of your feeling of isolation and loneliness. While i can empathise with you, and I do, i am a sad excuse of a communicator.
I have loved your stories and am still catching up on reading your TW series in FF.net. My time is not my own and I never quite know when I might get a break to get online and read/chat. If i can help, i will.
Not sure how we go about having a conversation on LJ yet, might need pointers.